Ramblings!!!! ....

We were at my gram's place the other day just sitting around when I remember inna I was craving Baskin Robbins so in an attempt to sneek out bidoon fithayi7 i tell angel that I wanna go to BR! W 3ala ma ifhamat shino BR I was gonna die faaa I had to just say it Baskin Robbins w everyone laughed shway cause they realised inna BR was Basking robbins I was ike 9aba7 il 5air w my face went like "-.-" literally! Anywaaay so I run up stairs grab my dad's keys w un down the stairs 6ab3an Periwinkle did NOT want to come cause she's scared of angel's driving and we had to literally pull her off the couch and drag her out of the house and push her into the car and again my expression turned into -.- .. ya3nii jeeeez! Nizalna Baskin Robbins 6ab3an it is EXTREMELY tiny and can get very crowded and noisy. We start talking and talking about anything and everything we were laughing and stuff not realising how LOUD we were lmao! Ya3nii the sentence"kinna imsaween iz3aaaj!!" wouldn't begin to describe what we did! We were arguing on what to have and talking about all the flavours until it was our turn 

Periwinkle: Mint and chocolate chip one scoop!! with the widest grin I think I've ever seen 

Me: I'll have the same please! Yalla A what do you want?

BR dude: Im sorry maaam we have no more mint and chocolate chip. We will not have for a while

Periwinkle and I: *Shock-borken heart face* WHAT!! NOOOO!! WHHHHYY?

BR dude: Sorry it is finished 

Me: Ya3nii  you're not going to get it anymore!!?

BR dude: We will but we are waiting

Periwinkle: For how long?

BR dude: We don't know we are waiting for stock

Me: *sad eyes* FINE!! I'll have a scoop of very berry strawberry 

Angel: Yallllaa!! My mom is waiting I have tog o gabil laa my dad i3a9ib!

Me: OKAAYY! Yalla Peri what do you want?

Periwinkle: I don't know!!

BR dude: I have one box but 2 scoops! You want?

*HEADS TURN* 

Me and Periwinkle: Whaaaaaaatt!?

BR dude: I have only 2 scoops you want?

Periwinkle: YES YES YESSS!!!

Me: Heeey tara ra7 akil ma3aaach! W mu 3ala kaifich 

Periwinkle: Laa2!

Me: HEEY! Mu 3ala kaifich

Periwinkle: Ok

Angel: One scoop parlines and cream please

Back home

Periwinkle: OMG!!! I'm eating the last mint and chocolate chip in Kuwaaaiiit!

Me: Eeeeeeeeeee!! Omg

we know it's not bas we were too excited and didn't it to rain on our parade if so to speak!

A couple of days later

We go to the jam3iya and get more BR!! We wanted to go in but you're not allowed to bring your food from outside with you so we sneak in! While we're waiting fro my aunt to cash her stuff I was soo into my ice cream I didn't realise the guy was talking to me

Periwinkle: Heey heeyy!! mama! I mean sister MOOOVE! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! *and pulls me out of the way*

Me: Huh? Ishfeech tith7ikeen!!?

Periwinke: Hatha the hindee dude wanted to hatha pass w you were blocking the way chan igoolich sister please!

Me: SISTER!!

Periwinkle: Yes!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Then I start looking at the people standing at the iles some were angry some were happy some were tired and some were expressionless as my eyes were wondering around the jam3iya something caught my attention! An old man standing and cashing his things you see he cashed his things and there was no guy to put them in a plastic bag so he did w when he was done he toek the WHOLE stack of plastic bags with him! It wasn't by accident or anything he just grabbed the stack, shoved it in his bag and walked out! That was the first time I ever saw anything like that it was very ammusing to me w I see A LOT of interesting things in jam3iyas! I don't think what I'm saying makes sense bas whaevaa I hope it does!

I was at a friend's birthday party last night, the music was soo loud and i shook my haed SOOOO  much and nowI HAVE THE WORST HEADACHE EVER!! But pain aside I had a BLAST!

Til' next time

xoxo

 

 

A few days in a bunch of lines (2)

Sunday, February 8th;;

Woke up a little late, the latest so far 1pm. After the usually morning routine I head to the living room open my laptop that sits in it's usual spot on the usual couch. I got my daily morning dose of all the infamous stories and juicy updates after that it's pretty much all a blurr I don't remember anything bas hatha later on angel tells me to get dressed cause she's picking me up and that I'm sleeping over so I get up get into the shower take a quick hot one get dressed and she walks in i continue getting dressed and then we make our way to the car. I think it was 9:23pm when we started moving ilmuhim the weather was fab! I think? We go to my gram's house and chill for a while we laugh our asses off as always Gosh!! I love going there I always get a good laugh! We get back in the car and start to drive when I call up a friend it was almost 12, it was his birthday he was turning 18!! So we talk for a while and then we hang up! We finally reach angel's house, we laugh and talk for a little while being the crazy person that I am I ask for papers and markers and start to doodle away! Soon enough I fall asleep.

Monday, February 9th;;

10:50am "Bzzzz" Bzzzz" My phone starts vibrating under the pillow I wouldn't say that I was surprised by the call I was expecting it and I wouldn't say it woke me up either. I woke up a few times before bas forced myself to go back to sleep but when he called I woke up! He was very excited since he had just finished his driving test, passed and got his license this is something he said "I can't scream cause I'm in the avenues bas YAAYY!!" we talked for a bit then I woke up and headed down stairs to watch some t.v and stop disturbing every one's sleep. We sat, ate i finished kil il strawberry, watched t.v, doodled, talked We watched SERENDIPITY I've seen it that movie a million times bas *siigh* heart-ness<3! class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">Huuff girls ehh? always buy more than they're supposed to! They had the most amaaziing guy shoes evverr fyi ya3ni! Anyway we leave and we want to get dinner so where do we go? Pizza hut! I hated the waiter kan widee a6iga! We go back to my gram's house and go to sleep over! We sat and talked and laughed and dyed my gram's hair! Then I blow dried it and she loved it she said I was really good Yaay!<3>

angel: 47! we HAVE to start watching this hatha wainna 3annaa

Me: madreeee hatha y3ni GOSSIP GIRL ga9een 3leenna m5aleenna n6ali3 GG w hatha mawjood!!

angel: "Walls have ears!" she was referring to me while talking to a friend on the phone.

Me: You did not just call me a wall! Ana wall! Well you're a couch! You're an ugly couch, an ugly uncomfortable couch that give you back pain and makes your head hurt!"

angel: silence ..

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Tuesday, February 10th;;

We wake up at 2:45pm the longest I've slept this break I continue to break my own record! Anyway we wake up go down stairs to be greeted with loud cries at the fact they we slept in this late we sit and do stuff! Then we take gram's to the jam3iya to buy stuff! We drop her off and head to Avenues! madree laish we went I keep on saying we're not going to go bas somehow avenues seems like the most interesting option plus we wanted to get a gift so yeah! We go we buy a gift we get disgusted bas something very very significant that happend well two things bas one thing! We walk into Mon Blanc I look at a few bracelets bas kan fee wa7id love<3 class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;">mu love love bas chithi I liked him he was the most good looking guy I've seen in a stupid mall for a while! I called him Mr. Mon Blanc. We proceeded with the shopping walked into a few stored then when we were about to die from all the be33-ness we decided to go home! On the way my aunt starts the radio thingy and puts in a CD! We've heard the CD a million times would be an UNDERSTATEMENT! I turn it off she turns it back on we do this for a few seconds then I try to take it out she holds my hand and I scream sooooo lound you wouldn't believe we laughed for about 5 mins! Then we got lost! But soon found our way back home and here I am driniking my starwberry kiwi snapple and wiritng this post!

Thats all folks! Til next time

xoxo

P.S: I promised angel I'd buy her a box of Godiva chocolates for Valentine's since we're dateless and all I figured I'd treat her to something and vice verse ofcourse!

P.P.S: I promise not to go avenes at night again bas in the morning and afternoon unless we're going for a restaurant and leaving right after we're done!

What you do to me!?

You make me lose my sense to the point that I can't think anymore! I want to give it all up for you, let go of my fears and bring down the wall that I hide behind! The problem is I didn't even have a boubt well actually I don't think I have a doubt! You didn't have to fight to break through the wall. It just came tumbling down for you. I didn't even try to stop you and that really scares me! I don't get butterflies, my stomache doesn't do flips and my heart doesn't race or skip beats but I just can't resist callinf or texting you. I have you on speed dial and all I want to do is talk to you. I don't know how it feels to be in love but I do know what it feels like to have a crush. I've had the love feeling explained to me and it's not how I feel, it doesn't feel like a crush either. I don't know what it is about you that has me willing to throw it all away, hell we hardly talk! But god knows I want to I want to spend the whole say with you just taking, you make me so happy and make me laugh really hard, damn you're funny. Gosh!! It's like the saying "You got me under your spell" well  guess this is the case to which the saying is perfectly applied, I am under your spell. I really want something to happen bas I'm scared of my reaction when it does, I know myself I'm going to say I'm not ready and push you away. You see I have this picture of MY Mr. Right he's the one that will hold me, shake me and say "You listen to me! I love you and I think you're the one! I don't care what you say You're ready w '3a9ban 3alaich cause I'm not going anywehre!". Then I'll know he's the one, the one who's not going to take no for an answer, the one who knows me and my cynical, bitter, put on a strong front and scare the guy away attitude, the one who will see past through all that bullshit and sees that I'm just scared and looking for saftey, the one who'll make sure I know that he loves me and is never going to hurt me. I don't knw if that's you or I'm just hoping that it is and painting you with this coat and pretending to like you! Gosh this is so confusing is it supposed to be hard! The funny thing is while writing this sentence I'm thinking DUUUDE I DONT GIVE A SHIT! I just wnna give it a shot, a chance .... God damn it. I'm falling for you and you don't even know it

Lots a' love

47 xoxo

P.S: I hope I'm not making a fool out of myself!

A few days in a bunch of lines

Well a lot has happened these past few days I don't know where to start. Let's see .. I got a Black Berry yaay! I passed math! I did really well on all my other subjects and ended up with a really good GPA! But you know the feeling ilee you're supposed to be so happy like jumping up and down from the excitment but you're not you're like yaay then 5ALA9! Do you? No really do you? It sucks i don't know why I'm feeling like this? Maybe it's cause of this break ya3nii the whole losing track of time thing I dont know all I know is I DO NOT LIKE IT!

Thursday, February 5th;;

There was a surprise B*day party for my uncle's wife it was loouud! With a huge cake a buffet and hatha things that pop and spit out colourful shiney stuff lmao that's a funny way to put it! Yeah so I was a little sick and soo into my new phone I was like doing stuff with it and discovering things in it so yeah! I had soo much fun laughing and going crazy! Then I did the stupidest thing cause that's my specialty I wanted to send my new number to everyone using my old line faa i opened the phone w typed "New number .. 47 xoxo" My cousin sitting next to me was like yal '3abiya what is this I was like 7ag my new number he's like waina it's the same number you retard! Yes I sent the message to people without putting my new number total dumb ass moment. Anyway I tried to fix that everyone saved the new number woohoo! Everyone left and I went to bed

Friday, February 6th;;

Friday started out like any other friday with me being called out of bed to get ready and go to my gram's for lunch. Btw I lost my appetite too ya3nii madree what's going on! I don't finish my dishes now! Ilaa the one's from Nino bas that's an acception<3!>

Saturday, February 7th;;

I woke up sat on the laptop doing nothing I mean I was blogging getting my daily dose of love stories and so forth I wanted to eat kint staarving bas maku lunch so we were waiting for my mom and at around 5pm we went to a chinese restaurant for lunch yes 5! We were done at around 6:30pm when my mom droped me off to SSS! When I got to her house she was already dressed and ready to leave where to I ask family bookshop and Jujus cupackake! Woot woot we wait for Alan the driver waiting and waiting I open her make up bag and I find NEW MAKE UP a MATTE RED LIPSTICK FROM MAC RUUBY WOO! AMAAAZIIING<3 href="http://lostb2amreeka.blogspot.com">Lost my mom picks me up and we go to my uncle's place we sit we talk we eat go back home! I go to bed and a good friend who I think I'm falling for calls me and we talk he apologizes for not calling me back earilier he feels very very guilty we talk a little and we end the phone call. I couldn't sleep so I started drawing I stayed up all night drawing a naked girl with no face yes she doesn't have a face not because she's cool she doesnt have a face because everytime I try to draw it she looks like Amy Whinehouse which disgusts me so now she remains with no face! I finish the picture at around 5am and go to sleep.

Gruuuumpyy Tag;@

The rules are as followed:

1.Put a picture of any grumpy person.
2.Then Mention 3 things that are just abnormal.
3.Two things that irritate you.
4.One trigger to your anger.
5.Three people you can't live without.
6.Two of people you don't want to see.
7.One of your favorite foods.
8.Three of your favorite songs.
Tag only 5 people.

 

 

1.

2. a.  All these young girls in malls acting and looking all grown up with the tack clothes and ugly hair dyes

     b.  How things have been around forever bas ba3dain faj2a everyone I mean EVERYONE gets, does or uses them ya3nii haba what's that about :p

     c.  How guys can follow a girl either by car or walking I would like to know how they do that! Or then after they exchange numbers and  get into a relationship its serious! What a way to meet il 9ara7a how can you love someone you picked up min il shari3? That's abnormal to me (no offence to anyone peeps)

 

3. a.  Close minded people who do not know how to argue and then bring religion into the argument forcing you to be calm down la2anna if you argue any more it's a whole different story ya3ni it turns into an argument about alla and so on.

     b.  7anna. I ansolutley LOOOOOVVE  to 7in bas it drive me nuts when people 7in on me.

 

4.       When a man cheats! I cannot stand that I despise any and every man who does it or even thinks it. They think inna it's ok for them to cheat bas it's horrible for a woman! I mean I hate it when a woman does it too bas all the cases I know of are of men cheating on wives or gfs! Cheating in general. (again no offence)

 

5. a.  Angel

     b.  Periwinkle

     c.  SSS 

6. a.  Some one that I am unfortunatley related to! Who I hate and never ever want to see! walla it sucks the life out of me when I do! ..

     b.  This girl back in high school who was my friend bas ba3dain turned out to be not a good person and hatha we drifted which was sooo awkward w ba3dain we had this huge fight! I just don't wanna see her again.

 

7.       Sushi<3

 

8.       Emergency Room - Rihanna

           You Found Me - The Fray

            Right Here Waiting - Staind

               angel

           Let's Keep this Just between us

           Chip oo Dale

           Sonic's Paradox

           My sweets

Mish Mash

Well, what happened ams was a mish mash of two very strong emotions, that stand on either side of the emotion pole very far away from each other as they very much cancel each other out! What the hell am I talking about you wonder? Ill tell you I'm talking about happy and sad. This is exactly how the day unfolded. It started off normally with me reading all the updates on all the blogs i follow. Then drama comes knocking on the door.

A few days ago I read something on Lilo and Stitch's blog, Lilo had a post about her ex-friend said things that hurt her when they were having the conversation about gay people. Well what happened yesterday wasn’t that different actually it wasn’t different AT ALL I think the conversation is contagious or cursed or something. My cousins and I are really really close we're like bffs, we tell each other everything blah blah blah the whole 9 yards ya3nii! We are different bas we love each other so ams the 3 of us were talking and amidst the conversation periwinkle and I made a comment about how it would be fun to have a gay guy as a friend when I say gay guy I don’t mean gay as in the Kuwaiti gay I mean gay as in bobby trendy gay, he's ridiculous bas it would be fun watching him do stuff anyway the other cousin who shall remain anonymous takes it so personally and gets offended by the mere thought of it. Being the argument addict that I am I start to argue saying that people have the right to be whatever they want to be, they are entitled to their thoughts and opinions, who are we to say what is right and what is wrong and force our beliefs and opinions on other people. She uses the fact they are going to hell as a defense for argument and then when I point out that there are other people who are going to hell for not doing what islam says how come she's not offended by that or does she take what seems good to say about one situation and then when I use her defense against her she looks past it. The gay thing wasn’t the point that I was defending I was trying to make a point that people are free to live however they want to. She started saying things that really hurt me personally like I don’t know anything about allah or whatever I mean she says she's my best friend but do best friends judge each other or do they love each other well it's either or may9eer both! And I think she doesn’t love me like she thinks. Before yesterday I didn’t think that in our relationship with each other there were red lines that could be crossed I didn’t even think we had line but turns out I was wrong because there was a line and she crossed it. I'm not angry about what she said about the whole thing it's her opinion kaifha, I'm actually sad about all the things she chose to say to ME.

Anyway! Later on that night we all go out for dinner at Nino and though I wasn’t talking to her and didn’t want to go out with her I did mainly for the food and because periwinkle was gonna cry but the point is I did regardless of what my reason were I did! We were sitting down I ordered a Tropicano absolute addiction a Shrimp Maki appetizer and a Mushroom soup Zupa de funghi I think? So basically I was in my very own paradise<3. We were all sitting, eating are usuals and hatha talking and laughing we were really laughing soo hard but she wasn’t even TALKING to anyone any way this is one thing we were laughing about:

Periwinkle: I wanna be a fashion magazine editor like vogue or something when I grow up

Me: You can never it7ajab then!

Periwinkle: I won't I'll it7ajab lamma akbar

Aunt: La walla! Tara kil sha3ra alla i7asbich 3alaiha tadreen? 9ij habla!

Periwinkle: W itha wa7da ma 3indha wayid sha3ar shloon?

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Aunt: Ya3nii shino intay ma3indich? Gar3ay w ma7ad i6al3ich

Me: Laa22! A9lan itha gari3at il nas i6al3oonha akthar!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Aunt: Walla intaw miyaneen w yanatooni wiyakum

Me: Umbaaaaaaayy!!! Peri it9ereen nafs Britney you'll be the Kuwaiti Britney! All the gay guys will support you! Umbaaayy! You'll have your leave Britney alone guy! Umbaaayyy bas he'll say leave Periwinkle aloooone!

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

The waiter comes he looks SOO gay gives her food and she was so nice and laughed

Aunt: Hatha uhwa your gay friend!

Periwinkle: Yeah I was only being nice cause he was so gay

Me: Umbaaaaaayy!! 9ij 9aida that’s your type haa itdawreen rabi3?

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Me: OMG!! I remembered what I wanna tell you!!

Periwinkle: What?

Me: You know that blog across the universe!

Periwinkle: Yeah!?

Me: You know how when she gets a message her message tone is like "You have a message your royal sexiness"?

Periwinkle: YESSS!!!

Me: I have it!!!!

Periwinkle: SEND SEND SEND LAA ATHBI7ICH!!

Me: Ok yalla open your Bluetooth quick

File sent

Periwinkle: Umbaaaayy!!! Aunt send me a message ayshay fathee

Aunt: Why would I waste 20 fils on you? Waii3

Periwinkle: Yalla send adfa3lich iyahum now

Takes out 20 fils from her wallet and gives it to her

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

And so forth, I talked to her the anonymous cousin who was so rude and she doesn’t answer al7een ana ilee za3lana w I'm the one that should be offended and not talking mu ihya! Bas I did and she didn't I ate so much I couldn’t walk every time I  go to Nino I eat so much I can't walk later bas I love it<3!

Now I don’t know what to do I mean is it right that I'm angry at her? Does she have the right to be angry or sad? To be fair she did apologize bas I told her that the apology wasn’t accepted cause I was really hurt. I don’t know what to do!? Help please!!!? ..

P.S.: This may not be very funny, writing it now it doesn’t seem very funny but it was at the time and I'm in the mood to share so yeah! No offence to anyone about the whole gay thing I mean absolutely no offence to anyone

Lots a' love xoxo

Things I love about MY best friend

It's the times we're so crazy,

that people think we're high.
It's the times we laugh so hard,
we can't help but cry.
It's all the inside jokes
and "remember whens".
those are all the reasons
that we're best friends!

I love how we feel comfortable not talking to each other all day everyday! but when we see each other or finally talk it feels like we didn't miss a thing.

I love how we can say anything around and to each other and know that no judgement will be passed.

I love how we can say anything and everything to each other without feeling embaressed or ashamed.

I love how we laugh til our sides ache when we we're together, or how we can laugh about the silliest things, things that only we find funny and exciting naked old people and the queen of England.

I love how we hate all girls and all our friends are guys.

I love how whatever I do she ends up doing and vice versa.

I love how we're into all the same things. spas, reading, blogs, clothes, bags, guys except sushi it breaks my heart that you dont like it<|3 :p.

I love how we can just sit in absolute scilence and not feel awkward.

I love how we' both experience the same things at almost the same times.

I love how we're both summer babies. JULY TIL WE DIE(H)

I love how we swear at eachother all the time.

I love how we're so perverted.

I love how we're sitting on the coach right now each one so into her laptop and totally fine with it.

I love how we're gonna both drive this summer Wooot woooooot!! People beware.

I love how we both have braces and how we never go to our dentist appointments on time!

I love how we're short and proud!

I love how we're so proud of eachother.

I love how you can throw lego blocks at me and not be scared I'd get hurt it does hurt yal chalba.

I love how we're simply just retarded.

Sexy sour sweet 

xoxo <3 

Halleluiah!!!! Its a good day!

IM DONE!!!! OVER AND OUT! My tiny body cannoti tell you CANNOT contain my excitement!!! Im in loove with a striiip-errrr! Sha5baaariii KAAK! Ok I know I'm not making any sense bas my brain is OVER LOAD going on to OVVER DRRIVE! Uhaa Uhaa! Well I had a maths exam this morning it went reasonablly well I hope I didn't fail inshalla I didnt Id be an idiot if I did! Then I had my legal environment exam it was a peice of cak I tell you I will literally SHOOOOOOOT myself if I failed it! Uni was disgusting today ya3nii inshalla soemthing happenes that changes the essence of the uni over this 2 week break! Noo .. You didn't read wrong your eyes aren't playing games and you're brain isn't losing it's basic skills! I said 2 WEEKS oui oui only 2, 14 days of mercy ista'3afiralla 3ala their stupid brains! Oooohhh Yeaaaahhhh it was raiiiiining like min 9ij raaiiining not the stupid tiny almost non existing droplets No it was RRREEAL rain something we haven't had in a whiiiiiile! Ya3nii there was even thunder I want heavy rain! I love rain don't you! Yalla im staaaaaaaaarviing! Btw Im hating N*Bar since they always tell me that I only need to call ONE day before to make reservations and when I call ams they tell me they're fully booked boowhoo =( .. Any recomendations!? I really would love to go to the spa right about now <3